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Remembering my Inner Theater Kid

October 26, 2015 By Amanda

Screenshot 2015-10-26 11.49.46On Sunday of this week, I “performed” for the first time in three years. Granted, I wasn’t on a stage but rather an upstairs room at Second City in Hollywood and wasn’t performing so much as playing improv games at an Improv 1 class, but to me, it was like going home. I spent the better part of my childhood performing in one way or another. I took dance classes and voice lessons, attended theater summer camps every summer, performed in community theater productions, and attended a performing arts high school.

It can be so easy as an adult to leave all that behind – to think of them as things that kids do but that you give up unless you become a professional. I did just that and in doing so, I somehow let myself leave a huge part of myself behind – in fact, it was the main part of me. Being a theater kid was how I defined myself for a huge part of my life, and upon becoming a teacher and an adult, I just let that live in the past. I tried to gained it back in grad school, studying educational theater, but even in that setting, I always clung more to my teacher identity; while those around me called themselves teaching artists, or just artists, I was always quick to insist I wasn’t a professional. I was “just” a teacher – I was going to help kids create art, tell their stories, but not my own.

Stepping back into a creative space on Sunday as myself – not as a teacher, not as “not an actor” – but as someone who once loved to perform (and was fairly good at it) and wanted to do it again was refreshing. I felt so *in* place – so myself in a different way. Not that being an educator and educational advocate isn’t me but it isn’t all of me.

Over the past few years, I realize I had forgotten the most important message of this organization we are founding – all girls and women have a voice worth amplifying. My only purpose in life isn’t just to help others tell their stories – it can simultaneously be to tell my own.

Despite really taking this class for me, I am so excited to see how it influences our evolving Girls Amplified 101 curriculum – I already have so many ideas about how to incorporate more theater games to build community and break down the barriers high schoolers often put up to keep themselves from feeling vulnerable or unsafe in the often brutal high school world to feel more comfortable and confident sharing in our group.

I also promise an update on our pilot program soon! I keep trying to put into words how the first few days have gone, but it is proving to be difficult. I will overcome this block soon and offer some tales of the amazing girls we have gathered!

Until then, remember, even if you’ve left your inner theater kid behind or never had one to begin with, you are still capable of changing hearts, minds, and our world with your stories!

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The Power of Stories

August 26, 2015 By Amanda

Photo by Victoria Stanley

This past week, I was lucky enough get to be a “counselor” at a summer camp for grown ladies. This sounds somewhat ridiculous at first, but when you think about it for a few minutes, it actually makes perfect sense – what could be better than gathering in the woods for what amounts to a 5 day slumber party filled with an 80’s dance party, cocktail hours with champagne in mason jars, sleeping head to head with friends in cabin bunk beds, and making friendship bracelets for hours.

I expected to have a great time – having enjoyed being a counselor at a summer camp in college, I figured this was right up my alley and some of my favorite people would be there, so it would have to be fun. What I didn’t totally expect was the emotional impact of the trip. Every woman who went to camp came in totally open to sharing, learning, and growing, because, like so many of us, they rarely get that chance in their “real” lives. I heard so many women lament the fact that in their daily lives, they put on masks and shields, afraid to be vulnerable, to share their stories or who they really are with those around them. Some felt disconnected from community, some were still recovering from past trauma, some were feeling lost in their search for a fulfilling career or a successful relationship, and all wondered whether anyone else was feeling the way they felt.

Throughout the week, so many of the women at camp opened up and shared deeply personal stories with our whole group – some joyful, some sorrowful, all unique yet completely relatable to everyone there. As tears of recognition flowed, I was reminded of how few opportunities we give women to share their true authentic selves, to own and tell their own stories, and to see stories like theirs reflected back at them. Through this sharing of stories, a community was almost instantly formed. Women left our five day experience knowing they had sisters for life – women who deeply understood them, cared for them, and would stand by them.

That is the power of stories. They create community. They make us feel less alone. They help us feel understood. That is one huge reason why I am so committed to our mission here. I want to create communities of young women who don’t have to wait until their 20’s, 30’s, 40’s, and 50’s to finally feel like they’ve found a place to share and be themselves. I want that for them right now.

If you agree that we need more spaces for women to share their stories and create strong communities with each other, please consider donating and helping us in our pilot program!

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